…if you’re reading this, it means I actually worked up the courage to mail it. So, good for me.  This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to write. There’s no easy way to say this, so I’ll just say it. I met you. It was an accident. I wasn’t looking for it. I wasn’t on the make. It was a perfect storm. You said one thing. I said another. Next thing I knew, I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation. Now there’s this feeling in my gut. You might be the one. You’re completely nuts… in a way that makes me smile — highly neurotic. A great deal of maintenance required. That’s the good news. The bad is that I don’t know how to be with you right now. And it scares the shit out of me. Because if I’m not with you right now, I have this feeling we’ll get lost out there. It’s a big, bad world full of twists and turns, and people have a way of blinking and missing the moment… the moment that could’ve changed everything. I don’t know what’s going on with us, and I can’t tell you why you should waste a leap of faith on the likes of me… but, damn, you smell good — like home. And you make excellent coffee. That’s got to count for something, right?
Unfaithfully yours…