Musical mood

I don’t know how else to put this, it’s taken me so long to do this, I’m falling asleep and I can’t see straight. My muscles feel like a melee and my body’s curled in a U-shape… I put on my best but I’m still afraid…
Propped up by lies and promises, saving my place as life forgets; maybe its time I saw the world. I’m only here for a while but patience is not my style and I’m so tired that I gotta go!
Where am I supposed to hide now? What am I suppose to do? Did you really think I wouldn’t see this through…
Tell me I should stick around for you, tell me I could have it all because I’m still too tired to care and I gotta go…
I get to go home in one week but I’m leaving home in three weeks…
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I’m following suit and directions; I crawl up inside for protection;
I’m told what to do and I don’t know why. I’m over existing in limbo,
I’m over the myths and placebos and I don’t really mind if I just fade away. I’m ready to live with my family, I’m ready to die in obscurity cause I’m so tired that I gotta go
Tell me I’m a part of history, tell me I can have it all!
I’m still to tired to care and I gotta go…

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